November 9, 2009 by Steven

We are all naked. Clothes, make up, and everything we can put on make us feel a little less naked and a little more noticeable. Often we will loose sight and forget the feeling and how comforting a simple hug is. Instead we would rather go as long as we can surrounded and knowing something is there… superficial or not.
That’s why I like to run around naked giving hugs >:]
Olive Garden wasn’t that bad, my poooor stomach wasn’t feeling too happy cus I got a little sick that day >:( annnnd theeen I left my leftovers there.
So where else to go on a Friday night? Why not good ‘ole Tapioca Express. Chilled there forever with some people my age for a bit. Got late and Esther fiiinaaalllly decided to come kick it. We had a party for twoo! Woohoo!
Woke up to breakfast in bed ^_^v well first woke up waaay too early to random people calling me for random shit, that wasn’t too happy. I kneeeww I shoulda turned off my phone.
Finally got around to doing stuff like meeting up with Siu in Santa Clara for some random reason.
Went baaack home to clean up… but ended up not really doing that and instead catching up on all my shows and dramas >:D Then went out to shoot around some ball till like.. 8… it was veeery verry colds.
After I got ready we went to End Up.
Rant Rant Cry Cry:
Okay so End Up is a pretty neat place, the music isn’t great but the club/lounge itself is pretty cool. I had read that it is usually a Gay/Lesbian bar. Wasn’t really like that early on, a good mix of both heterosexual and homosexual people.
As the night went on the music got a little better. My gripe isn’t about the music though.
I realized that homosexual males, can be extremely rude to other males. Whether you are gay or straight, a gay person can be pretty damn rude to you if your a guy. Girls they seem to be fine with, but watching the crowd I can see gay guys really just pushing each other out of the way, spilling peoples shit and just being rude.
Seriously, cmon some common fucking courtesy. Eh maybe it was just End Up though, because as much room as there was in the place, your personal bubble was getting raped by all kinds of people. I am all for having fun, but not at the expense of not giving a shit about the random stranger and fucking their night up.
I am not going to defend myself and list the amount of stuff I do for the gay/lesbian community or anything like that. It’s an observation and opinion, not something that i think of every time I see a gay male. So let’s leave it at that.
[End rant]
Apparently my xbox works. I had enough time to hook it up while watching Gossip Girl, which reminded me why I can’t stand the social elite and such. I probably cut a lot of corners and was a bit selfish to get to certain places in life, but cmon… some people go waaay too far out of their way to make themselves look better and get higher.
Back to the xbox though, I downloaded the Left for Dead 2 Demo. It wasn’t that bad, I just remembered why I hate playing on xbox live… fucking noobs!
Fucktard 1 Teammate 1 is trying to jump onto some bush to get “higher ground”, while this takes him ten minutes to do, the zombie takes about 30 seconds to climb up… slightly inefficient.
Teammate 2 just backtracked to the beginning of the map, luckily for us a bunch of zombies followed him, some big ones too. One that started beating him to a pulp and we could do nothing to save him… RIP homie with no sense of direction.
Teammate 3 has ran ahead alerting all the zombies to jump out in mass and chase him, while I try to catch up. Eventually the stragglers turn on me with no one around to help.
But as usual by an odd change of events, we make it through because the zombies got so damn confusing they probably started killing each other and didn’t know who to run after and we just made a mad dash to the end of the level. GG nubs
Oh shit… I shoulda waited [End Rant]
Miko pulled me away from being pissed and yelling at the screen (apparently my mic either doesn’t work for the game or doesn’t work). Not sure if I can break my TV anymore than it already is. It took me about 2 minutes to set up the xbox, it took me another 15 of turning the TV off and then on to remember… that the TV doesn’t turn on until I do that about 5 times.
Dreams:
I don’t remember what the first part of my dream about, but it was pretty normal happy and sexy. Affter that I began to dream about zombies chasing me, except they kept mumbling “Waaake up…” something really random that zombies would say.
And then I woke up and realized that I didn’t set the alarm on my phone (and my phone was off anyways) and no one else would be awake until 10.. which would have made me screwed.
First time my subconscious has actually ever SAID something to be that was pretty straight forward. Almost creepy… I was having so much fun shooting zombies though
The plan:
Head to the gym after work to kill some time. Probably go out to dinner in San Mateo or Burlingame area… possibly yummy sushi or japanese? Mmmmmmmz
After that it will be time to nerd it out and sit in front of gamestop… waiting for Modern Warfare 2! Haha don’t lecture me, I only get to be a nerd every so often… well that’s a lie probably but still >:P